You never know if it's just in your head
Life after marriage.
One thing that surprised me from all of fears that haunted me long time ago is gone like the wind. All I can feel is: peace.
I feel God embraces me and give me so much spirit, and protector... no matter what the next day will become.
Everything that I am scared of before.. was gone.. wasn't there anymore... and nonsense.
It is true, I am making right decision for myself.
I am happy and very glad to myself that I entrusted everything only to myself and God.
I am proud to myself that I walk alone, absolutely sure, knowing and feel it that this is it.
It's okay to be scared, it's okay to angry of everything, it's okay to be selfish and proud of your ego, it's okay to search and observe the "what if", it's okay to feel everything; it's all the process.
In the end, you have to make decision; it is the only thing matter. Your action.
So now am I just relax? No.
My life still keep moving and never settle.
All you have to do is keep moving, no matter what.
I'll tell you later :)